The Blue Apple

     Today my little brother, Luqman is hungry. So he asked me to go find something for him to eat. I don't know why but it just slipped my mouth to say "Take the blue apple in the fridge." Then I was like "Ehh, what blue apple? What did I just say." So I thought that was somewhat a hilarious incident because it is a rare incident. Well, people won't normally say "Go and eat BLUE APPLE. It is in the fridge" hahahahah sooo random I know. The point is, it doesn't happen every day.

Now Playing : 光なら [hikarunara] - Goose House

That's Luqman for you. He's cute, ain't he?

Unsung Heroes

     It is my greatest ambition to be one of the UNSUNG HEROES.. According to online dictionary, an unsung hero is a person who makes a substantive yet unrecognized contribution OR a person whose bravery is unknown or not acknowledged.

     I think this is the most noble of a job one could find. It doesn't require interviews, special mutant superpowers, and even fit bodice.. All it needs is just sheer willpower to inspire other people into doing things they fear, things they didn't feel so comfortable of doing in public, things that they thought is absurd, and all kinds of things other people feels insecure with.

    And these people usually helps in some way where other people would rarely give thought about it. That is why these people are rarely celebrated and often ignored. But then, to me, these kinds of people has the most purest of hearts a human could have asked for. These people finds happiness in other people's happiness. They likes it when the people they helped somehow managed to smile and be happy and above all, they know that they are the backbones of the happiness.

     And usually, these people have their own battles to be fought, but then they somehow managed to help other people to fight their battle despite their OWN battles.. And to do this, surely it needs some great inner strength to keep smiling and inspire people. They would always appears to be having a complete good happy life with no worries and keeps helping people in whatever way they could. They would take the blame completely if the people they helped is not being happy and would do anything to keep the person happy.

     To wrap this issue, I think that these people are the ones that should be celebrated most and the ones we should be aiming to be. Btw, happy belated mothers' and teachers' day! Hahaha

Now Playing : True Colors - Zedd & Kesha

Forever First Formal (kind of) Dinner

Today, this night, 10 May 2016, is the first time ever I went to a dinner. As in in-a-5-star-hotel dinner. God! I swear I had creeped myself out for trying to figure out a dress for the dinner!!! Well, actually it wasn't quite an effort since I was watching television all day long while figuring what to wear tonight 😄 And at the end, I just wear whatever I think would suit me best and at the same time, would be suitable for the dinner. Since no special theme is placed (it is actually a small dinner with delegations or whatever from Sabah so it is not really a big of a deal to put a theme though.. And I think if they put a theme, it would look insanely ridiculous. Muahaha), so I decided to wear a chiffon crepe black long skirt (or so they called) that I bought during my matriculation and I paired it with an abstract-printed blue blouse and a deep red chiffon shawl and to top it all of, I wore a pair of black leather boots. Haha! Simple enough right? Well, let's just say that I am a simple girl when it comes to fashion styles but I think I still look good in it. Hahah! Gotta have some confidence in ourselves 💪
Anyways, the hotel is magnificent (as ecpected of a 5-star hotel 💁) and the food is absolute delicacy 🙌 Since the chances of eating  dining in some 5-star hotel comes like maybe some once in a lifetime opportunity, I certainly goes all 'batak' when I saw thise food. Btw. Sorry I didn't really took pictures of the food. Well, I don't really want to creep those Sabah men that shares the same table with me (also, there is  this one man that is kinda old-fashioned, so he doesn't really likes what the modern-day teenagers are doing with their foods.. e.g : taking pictures before you eat). And, I also is not the type to always go snapping pictures of my food. I think it is better if you just savor the whole thing and keep some mental pictures of the food so that you will appreciate the food more the next time you found it! Hah! It also is some kind of memory exercise? Or so I thought..
Okay, so overall I thought all those food are delicious. I even got to take some home (I know this is kinda cliche but this is my life and I don't dwell in your life so just let me live my life the way I felt like it)!

The Ultimatum! The restroom selfie! Hahaha! Gosh, I really look fat in that pic.. . But never to worry, I am not that chubby in real life (Gotta have some self-confidence 💪)

Kay, till next post!

Now Playing : International Love - Pitbull ft. Chris Brown

Hi I'm new

So this will be my place for online-diarying... And I will personally treat this blog like a diary. Means, I'll be sharing my thoughts, posting random diary things and do whatever a girl likes with her diary.. hahah so bye for now. Till my next post?